random thoughts:

• met up with bf.
• met up with ms lui(:
• heard from jiaqi that we're the first in koufu competition!((:
• finally saw his contact in my list once again.
• suanling's bday celebration.
• presents for her.
• updating my log book.
• thinking of him.
• missing him.
• some part of him reminds me of him.
• anw. i love him.(:

he's part of my life now(:

inevitably, when it comes to a point where both havent been contacting with each other, one will think of the other.
that's me.
of course, i know that even if i text you, it'll be fruitless. we'll run out of topic.
no more craps to share too.
i just wana know how you're doing and catch a glimpse of you. it's just that simple.
i miss you.

to that faggot/son of a bitch:

spam me, i dont mind.(:
i wish that someone will give you my link and let you see what i'm gonna say about you.
to think that you have no intention to return that $90. to think that you even wanna ask me out for dinner. if you were to say you've got no $$ to return to my friend, what's with the "wanna meet out for dinner? i treat." what's with the mahjong session you have every week? and what's with your full time job? you mean you're working for free? to think that you didnt even bother to reply my friend's countless sms to you. you're just like a faggot, a gigolo, one without balls. oh sorry. gigolos have balls. they're potent. sorry. i should say, perhaps you have, but i reckoned they're deflated. empty balls, to be precise. you freakingly asked me to be your part time gf. like come on, even if i wanna have a part time bf, you wont even have that chance. reason being, you're a womanizer and you suck ppl's blood. okay lurhh. dunch say i thick skin lurhh horr. perhaps u didnt even like me lurhh. you just wanna have some fun or trying to tease me or wat lurhh horr. oh, i rmb you telling me that you want to hold my hand, kiss me and etc. please lurhh. if i hold you hand, my hand will corrode. & i wont even wanna kiss you lurhh. i think i'll wash with detergent every other day man. anw, i wont let you play like a toy lurhh. i may be dumb, but not dumb to the extent that you can have me. let me tell you sth. you should freakingly go be a gigolo to earn MORE MONEY AND EXTRA CASH TO RETURN TO MY FRIEND. you have seriously disgraced guys, you know that? tsk. let me emphasis again. you have EMPTY balls- no sperm, no testerone. this is equivalent to being impotent. (: hais. i guessed if you wanna be gigolo also no use liao. cuz no one will want to f with a guy who is impotent. tsk! son of a bitch.