random thoughts:

• been very into "bottle pop" lately. love the beat to the max.
• been missing my bf.
• been sticking like a glue with him.
• been telling myself why am i still being unfair to bf.
• been wanting to play pool real much.
• feel that i lost my speed in kitchen.
• feel very fat at the tummy.
• feel that my arms are flabby.
• feel the ache in my legs.
• feel that age's catching up. i get tired easily.
• been missing that creep too.
• been reminiscing the times being with the creep again.
• been yearning for him to online.
• been wondering why i didnt c him online after i told him i'm attached.
• been wondering if i did the right thing.
• been wondering why didnt i insist in not telling him that i'm attached.
• been wondering why i need his presence so badly.
• been wondering why did i let him go in the first place.
• been wondering when i can let go thoroughly.
• been wondering if he has got himself attached.
• been wondering how he is doing now.
• thinking of what to do for bud's bday.
• thinking of what to do for colene's bday.
• thinking of $$.
• thinking of texting that creep.
• thinking of Final Year Project.
• thinking of what i have learnt in Polar.
• thinking of the reports that have to be submitted before heading to dalian.
• saw samson today. looks more handsome with his tanned.
• need food now.
• need to exercise.
• need to have more sleep.
• thinking of who's working tmr.
• thinking of who's going to work which station.
• looking forward to sunday.

this is how you define a girl's mind. it's always filled with tons and tons of stuff. (:

i miss that creep saying,"you zzz alr?haha."

yea, i seriously miss you. (if you ever get to see this.)