ya i thought of coming here to rant before burning the midnight oil for the last paper. grrr..

i blame my brain for not being able to come up with the formular at the most critical point of time when i really need this formular badly for my exam answers, and now that paper is screwed because i couldnt regurgitate the formular when i really need that formular; grades are at stake, leaving my grades hanging nowhere and now i didnt even have confidence for that paper anymore. fuck. it pays to be too complacent. zz. tmd, why didnt this stupid brain of mine come up with that idiotic formular when it's just a simple "(N-ab)". TMD mailto:TMD!!!@#$%^&*() THIS ISNT FAIR.. THIS ISNT FAIR!! grrrr. was so damn eff-ing angry with this brain of mine that i even scolded the word "fuck" in my heart when i was stuck at that question! so damn eff-ing pissed with myself for focusing too much on the degree of freedom for factorial experiments rather than ANOVA's! shit me. shit brain. zz. oh man, how i feel sore about this paper. zz.

i need a punching bag- someone!

feelings seem to be different now; doesnt feel the same anymore.