i'm back to blogging!=D
regarding my sis's illness, she looks fine now.
her cough isnt as bad as the past anymore!
thank god!(:
and thanks for people who tagged my blog, showing concern to my sis as well as me. =D
now, magnificent RAINBOW after a heavy downpour.
hees=D
i dreamt of sth and woke up with my heart racing real fast.
it feels surreal, and that dream was almost perfect..
(maybe that's what i've always wanted in the past?)
but i know it's unlikely to see that scene reflecting in real life.
basically, i dreamt of him sitting beside me in class.
and.. we were so close that he had his arm wrapped around my shoulder.
kelly appeared in my dream too. she was sitting next to me on my right.
she dunch looked in the least shocked in that almost-perfect-dream.
(i supposed she saw that coming, in that dream. lol.)
but everyone was stunned when they saw me planting a kiss secretly on his cheek,
because he treated me like his gf once again in that DREAM.
he even looked shy when i did that,
and acknowledged me as his gf infront of his friends.
he held my hands and ..
from what i can recall,
that's it. LOL!
i just woke up with my heart pounding real fast.
it feels just like the first time he asked for my hand.
exulberant is what i felt i believed.
but nah..
it wont happen in real life.
the game is over,
and i dunch want that to happen too.
things will turn out to be very complicated, im sure.
i've learnt to take things on stride.

i'm pretty sure i'll miss my family, bud, cliques and JR when i'm in DaLian.
but somehow i feel that...
the one i'll miss the most is none other than you.

maybe it's because of that dream,
somehow.. somehow..
somehow.. that particular feeling i felt seemed to have vanished in thin air.
i hope it's just temporary.
trying hard to search for what has been lost.

life would be perfect if we're living without the imperfections.