this blog is gonna be so dead if i'm still not gonna update.
anw, happy 2009, though it's already like 7 days after 2008? LOL.
didnt have any resolutions this yr, perhaps it's because of the disappointments i received from yr 2008, so.. decided not to have any. LOL.
and yes! it's gonna be chinese new year in 2 weeks' time?
sighs! anw, life has been kinda hectic for the past few days, and i think it's gonna last till perhaps even after chinese new yr! ):
oh, MST was .. should say, better than last sem.
ms claire ng reminded me to word hard for exams.
yea, it's obvious.. i got the lowest in class.
she did knock some sense into me,
but somehow i lost the motivation again.
damn, where did the motivation go!
): & my source of hope is gone. zz
f. and i must stay focus. FOCUS!! grrrr.
apart from that, i went to nyp today.
comparing the kitchen we have and their kitchen they have, it's reallyy.. oh maybe the word " far-fetched" will aid in explaining the details. LOL
a simple example will do.
all the utensils in nyp's kitchen are well organised, with different compartments for different types of utensils. fork dunch just stay in the "fork" compartment. they have compartments for "small" fork and "big" fork! so well-organised. easy to find them too.
ours? LOL, all the different utensils are placed in one container, CONTAINER lehh. omg!
imagine being a food student of nyp. wahh.. travelling time to and back home- "sut sut soui" lurhh. LOL.
and and and..
in case u went to bud's blog..
i needa explain!
i intended to say hi, but i've got no courage cuz erm..
bf dunch look good tt day. HAHAHAHA.
and i even asked bf "is it very rude not to say hi?"
but he didnt really answer to my ques. blockhead yi ge. LOL.
sorry ar friends..
forgive me! LOL.
oh one more thing.
i think next time i cant wish anyone anything ar.
somehow i feel tt i'm a jinx.
whenever i wish someone on his/her bday or other occassion,
"may u last long with him/her",
a few days later, i'll learnt about their breakup.
wth, is this pure coincidence or what?
shit! i caused a couple to breakup. (and i thought they're going to last for long)
):
i know you wont get to read this but..
how many girls must you hurt sia.. zz.
all the girls love you so much, yet.. hais..
i think she also haven let go of u bahh.
and.. you dunch look in the least affected,
just like the past.
perhaps like what u've said before,
u tend to hide your emotions well.
okie fine, but i hope that u & her will be back agn.
just wanna c you happy..
poor her. i guessed she must be feeling really down.
just one look from her fs profile and i know she's gonna lose her smiles soon.
amw, i also not close with her.
sua.

reminder!
-gotta study real hard.
-gotta neglect JR a little bit more. opps. LOL!
-gotta go gym soon.
-distractions are everywhere! gotta stay focus.
-gotta do well for presentations and koufu's competition.

okay, shd end post now. want do homewk liao.
i love jr(: