i must admit that age is really catching up on me. hahas! that's sth random. okayy, let me move on.

HOLIDAYS!! yays. tell me who doesnt yearn for holidays to come? okay, if you say yes, it must be because you're caught up with boredom at home! hey get out of your cosy little place and let your hair down cuz this month is December, a month NOT for you to hibernate okay? it's a month for party!^^ of course, no one expects you to be out the whole month! spend time with your family as well, dunch ever neglect them cuz they're the most important element in your life! okay, i'm pretty sure you must be giving me that O.o face. WHATEVER! hahas.

something dawned on me just now! December is a month for party, but while partying, you need money as well, and December sure is a month where you spend a bomb in your pocket for Christmas presents as well as gifts for people who're celebrating their bday. zz. that's sure a headache! work hard, people. i mean.. take up more odd jobs. LOL. argh.. come to think of it, i've to pay for laptop repair charges, bday presents and Xmas presents!): never mind. gotta work more.

speaking about work.. yea.. i have been unhappy after knowing some stuff. but no way, i'll never tell anyone what i'm sad about, except for bud. never mind about that. anw, last sat, after work, i was extremely hungry and gastric pains started to act up again. zz. no choice have to eat so i asked Tan to accompany me to eat. Tan wears blue uniform and she manages Suntec Pepperlunch.(:

i must say, she's the best manager, best person, best best best.. argh.. i dunch noe what. LOL. but she's really a rare gem. we chatted while eating and wow.. i just like to chat with her. it's like we've got endless topic to talk about even though the age gap between us is a little big? hahas! and i love to drink with her. haiya, overall i just like to chat and drink with her lurhh. cuz she's really kind hearted and really really really REALLY REALLY kind! ((: and her name is..
EVELYN TAN!^^

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i've no idea how long i'll take to let go of my current ex,
but there's one thing i'm certain of,
and that is to treasure Junior no matter what happens.

one more day and it'll be..
HAPPY one MONTH!(:

he may not be as humorous as him,
or even not as entertaining as him.
but he sure is sweet,
and everything i need.

no doubt i still think of my ex,
but i'm sure i'm just missing his presence.
well, if i'm not wrong, and nothing goes wrong with his gf,
2 days back,
both of them celebrated their 4th mth tgt.
..
happy 4 mths(:
...
yup, i feel sour,
but there's nothing i can do.

i know i haven't been fair to him,
but life has never been fair.
like what he'd replied when i told him i'm not being fair,
"when you lose sth, you'll receive sth.
when you receive sth, you'll tend to lose sth too."
it's always been true.
i lose someone i truely love,
but i received and have someone in return
who truely loves me.
*of course, i love him too* hahas.
heaven has always been fair.
since young, i lost the straight, nice teeth i used to have.
yes, heaven took that away from me,
but heaven offers me sth more important than those teeth,
and they're none other than the wonderful family, bud and cliques that i have.
i'm more than contented.
serious.(: