i could finally feel the satisfaction in teaching! tedious and stress as it is, i pretty much enjoyed work today as i can feel that the students just love me to bits! (okie, a little bit thick skin. LOL) hahahas. perhaps i'm like a friend to them, they can simply start with any topic they can think of and chat with me like nobody's business when im relieving the classes today((:

not only that, finally there was "free show" featuring in that secondary sch! hahahas. i was waiting for it ever since i step into that sch though. *evil smile* LOL! okie, what i meant by "free show" is, finally i saw how a fight started with just a stupid remark from one of the students. u cant imagine how irrational and impetuous the kids really are.

an express boy stood outside the classroom with some of his friends. a normal tech boy walked passed that classroom.
*PLEASE BE REMINDED THAT IM NOT DISCRIMINATING ANY STUDENT!*

express boy: "ehh boy, just now he called you cb."
(pointing at his innocent friend just to sabotage him. innocent friend keeps quiet.)
*courting for trouble sia. the one he is talking to is ah beng lehh.*

normal tech boy: "why you say me cb. you not happy is it. not happy fight larr."
(looking at that innocent boy)

express innocent boy: "i never say."
(innocent tone)

normal tech boy:"you not happy fight larr! alamakkkk...." *starting to get physical*
(adrenaline overwhelming alr)

express innocent boy:"i never say right!"
(fed-up tone)


*PLEASE BE REMINDED THAT IM NOT DISCRIMINATING ANY STUDENT, REGARDLESS EXPRESS, NORMAL ACADEMIC OR NORMAL TECHNICAL. I LOVE ALL STUDENTS.*

normal tech boy started to walk up to him and wanted to fight. OMG, IT'S REALLY SCARY LARR. I'VE NEVER ATTEMPTED TO STOP A FIGHT BEFORE IN MY WHOLE 18 LIFE! express innocent very pissed off. thinking that he didnt do anything wrong, he wanted to retaliate! omg omg omg! i tried to hold him back. the whole stretch of corridor is filled with students where they see "show". zz. i asked one of the students to go back to class and she said, "dunch wan larr cher, i wanna watch free show". wth! but funny larr. hahas. after a few minutes later, 3-4 teachers tried hard to disperse the gang and finally the fight did not start. phew! impetuous students man. but cant blame, they're still in sec 2 though, where their emotions take control of their minds. hahas. i rmbed what the express boy remarked on their actions. he said, "alamak cher, they stupid alr still wanna act big and fight fight." i was pretty much offended by what he said. that's becuz, so what if they're from normal tech, they're still students and different students have different learning abilities. it doesnt mean that they're rotten apples for life! i was reminded of an express girl commenting on the normal acad students when i was in sec sch. she said, "normal acad students are stupid." like wth, u then stupid larr! go to hell man, so what if u're express sia. big mehh. some of the NA students scored better in O lvl than the express please. zz.

anw, all students should really understand that different people have different learning abilities.

okie, and today, i guessed the classes which i went relieving with huifen labelled me as the lamest teacher ever. i dunch noe, i merely told them jokes which i think is funny. perhaps im not cut out for telling jokes. hahas. but well, i did have great fun with them:D im starting to love the students there. you know, small little gestures such as waving to me or saying a hi or smiling to me makes me feel that teaching is really made worthwhile. i mean, the satisfaction is damn.. i dunch noe how to say, it's just nice and damn happy when u see them smiling at you and wave to you like u're their idol or sth. HAHAHA.

there are certainly times where i feel very tired. and when im tired, flashes of him do come back. needless to say, i do get abit upset, just a little bit when i think of him but.. when i take a stroll to the canteen to buy a drink or sth, most of the students waved to me and smiled at me, and all the unhappiness seems to vanish into thin air. seriously, i feel so much love from the students that i think im going to miss them when im out of that school. im not saying im popular among the students as i know i did offend some boys in certain ways. but, most of the classes im teaching or went relieving at acknowledged me as a teacher and as a friend, and i just feel that perhaps when im out of SP, i'll take up a degree and then proceed to NIE and next, teaching in school. ((: the disadvantage about sch is i have to wake up extremely early just to travel to sch on time. but when the disadvantage is being engulfed with the advantages of teaching, i just feel that everything seems to be worthy. :DD