have been listening to "better than me" by hinder for a hell lots of times and im still listening to it. hahas. well, this is an old song, but it's an all-time favourite of mine. it's music video moved me to tears too. hence, i believed this is really a nice song, cuz both the song and the video are tear-jerkers. im not someone who likes rock music, but this is a soft rock and serioulsy the lyrics are really meaningful. if you have the time, view the video in youtube, the original music video i meant. thumbs up for this song and its MV(:

I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself
I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend...
I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
(And I think you should know this)
(You deserve much better than me)

i can never get rid of the immense hurt upon seeing you 5 times a week.
pretending to have let go and fine is what im doing everyday in class and at home.
am i really that unworthy? am i?!
tears have ran dry, but my heart is still trying hard to mend its wound itself.
i bet you dunch even give a damn to what im feeling.
i shdnt grief over losing you, in fact i shd be happy.
cuz you dunch appreciate me at all.
but why am i still feeling this way.
does it mean that i still have feelings for you/
does it mean that it is a habit to have you in my life?
all i know is,
you wont ever change your stand for me.
and i wont ever change my stand for you.
this is the reason why we're still in our separate ways.