my words are harsh here

argh. fuck. damn damn DAMN DAMN!
i got back my results for the first quiz.
sighs. the grades are so damn disappointing.
superstitious? ya maybe. cuz whenever i told someone i've got an upcoming test, i wont do well for tt test.
as for the test i did which i didnt tell tt someone, i've achieved good results.
now wat is this? lols. a curse? hahas.
alright, maybe i shdnt blame it on tt curse or sth
perharps i really didnt put in enough effort which i think i've alr done so.
watever
it jus hurts deeply to get such poor results
sighs, maybe i have high expectations of myself
tt's why the higher the aim is, the more dimoralised i'll get if i didnt achieved my goals.
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no matter wat, i've alr made a promise to myself tt,
once return home, i have to study study study
no more playing of laptop unless i finish my revision
damn
fuck
i rmb someone told me before my quiz one," ehhs jiahui, no need so pia wan larr. if u noe means u noe. u dunch noe means u dunch noe. see your face, sure is dunch noe how to those questions de. give up larr."
well, i took tt sentence as a sacarcism. upon the tone i heard from tt person who told me, tt tone is of a despising one.
well, since u despise me, the more i'll show it to u tt hard work pays off.
if u think u can bloody get good results, den well, glad for u.
but i'm tellling u, i'm gonna show u tt i'll get better than u.
for ppl reading this, ya im telling u, im pissed.
i hate ppl who despise me.
we're all humans and all humans have flaws.
perharps upon telling u this, u may think tt im a person who bears grudges.
well i can freaking tell u tt i will bear grudges to those whom i really loathe.
if u think u're pretty and look down on those who're ugly,
well den fuck off my sight cuz im ugly and flat.
and if u think u're more intelligent and look down on those who work hard yet cant score for tests or exams
well then fuck off too.
this person is not from my DCP 01's class. it's jus someone i noe, someone i hate.
to this person-
if u think u can score gpa of more than 3.5, alright then show me u have what it takes.
dunch be a fucker sucking ur daddy's dic and freaking blabbering nonsense infront of me as well as giving me tt snoobish look.
now tt pissed me off.
well if u think u're jus kidding with those words,
i can bloody tell u tt those words are not meant to be kid.
ur snobbish-ness will one day bring u to purgatory, cuz one day u might score as bad as me.
dunch tell me tt u nv work hard before for test or exams.
whatever it is, well, i jus wanna tell this person,
u clever, u look down, u think u're pretty,
well, dunch be friends with me then. u fuck off larr u slut, bitch, whore!

alright, enuff of venting of anger alr. i gonna eat dinner.