an unknown caller called my hse jus now and did not make any sound or voice out anyth over the phone. irritated and annoyed over studies, i ranted tt unknown caller many many vulgarities," fuck larr. knnb. cibai larr ni. hello! HELLO! HELLO! OIE!!! TMD. qu si larr. nabei!" upon flying into a rage, i put down the phone, hard. (wanna call den talk larr. keep quiet for wat? if call wrongly, say larr. i wont scold de lorrs. so hum for wat. fcuk can. pervertic mindset. nabei) well, at least at tt juncture, i did feel better. hahahhaha. ya call mi sick if u wan to. tt's mi when i'm not in the mood.

this time round, i'm not depressed over matters of heart but instead, over my studies. i onli have myself to blame. i did not work hard for first sem and took it for granted. instead of studying, i went out to rollerblade. besides, i'm blading when its during the period of either tests or exams round the corner. sounds dumb, isnt it? *shake head* i onli have myself to blame. getting such a low gpa drives mi to work hard for next sem, at least. sighs. i went ard asking how well did my classmates fare. and ya, i'm not amazed tt they did have good gpa in return. hais. and wat about mi? such a low gpa.. made mi felt discouraging. yeah, i shd cheer up cuz i promised to. but upon seeing myself having such a low grade, not having the same pace as others, how shd i ever make myself continue in this course and stay cheerful then? hereby apologise to xt for the conversation jus now when she asked about who's going to sen tml. i'm sorry, shdnt have given u attitude. hais. i sucks to the core can. why cant i ever control my own temper and let it run in my mind? hais.

i shall hereby announce tt, from this moment onwards, please dunch talk to mi or chat wit mi in msn, cuz i might jus give u all attitude as i'm really not in the best of mood now. dunch bother mi to care(if u guys intend to), as i'll be fine after i've sort out my thinkings. if u all dunch mind, den go ahead. hais.
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