these days kept having the same problem-insonmia and gastric pains. and today was the worse gastric pain ever-.- ate 2 slices of bread in the morning and din eat all the way till 6 plus. the pain was jus hurtful larr, and when the food was right in front of mi, i din have the appetite to eat too. felt giddy and pain in the gastric. hahhas. den i jus stuffed everyth into my stomach, though i dunch feel good. hahs. no choice, i'm afraid tt the gastric juice might burn holes in my stomach, and hahah, saw a msg to remind mi to eat too. lols. thx(:

den er.. ate with suan den played pool. well, was like so damn it. i'm not conceding defeat jus like this!! hurrs. i was leading at first and we bet on food. i won myself a ice mocha and cheesecake initially for the first few sets. den damn it lar. i lost all of them to suan and this time, it'll be my turn to treat her "double chocolate frappee" lehhs): not onli tt, i also mus buy her taco balls. omg, even by naming it, i felt a surge of disgust. yucks lorrs. anyway, tt's cheap, so it's alright. hahas. i'm jus not fu larr. i've lost my ice mocha lehhs): i wanted to drink tt de lorrs.. sobs* lols. but hais, thing to do is onli to "yuan du fu shu". hurrrs.... i was too egoistic at first, den over-confident, resulting in losing-.- next time cannot be like this liaos. my ICE MOCHA..T.T

den after tt bought ice cream, hahas. suan treat mi^^ but i have to pay first. lols. today her expenses become my expenses. i'm paying for her and she'll pay mi back tml(: den hmmm, went to see the monkey tree. well, wat i wanna say is, the onli obvious figure i saw was the monkey. the rest of the trees jus dunch seems to be wat those ppl were saying, like wat guan yin, tiger and dragon head, tiger face, tiger thingy... blahhs blahh blahh.. so so many things they saw, but i din see any. i nit a long time to figure out wat exactly is the animal or sculpture of sth. hahas. i'm not being offensive here, but i jus wanna say, one tree after another, will the whole stretch of street 42 become some kind of viewpoint or sth? and er.. sorry no offence(god), somehow i jus din see those things tt the ppl say and i still say bad things about the ppl and trees and stuff. i din mean to=P but i jus find it weird tt, if looking upon the viewpoint of science, its jus purely skin-dropping of the trunks, and ppl are giving their offerings to them.. er.. abit weird if i use scientific terms to explain. but if looking at the viewpoint of "commoners", maybe wat they did was jus right, which is to give their offerings.. and er.. i'm jus confused. which viewpoint shd i stand den?

den after finish watching the scenery, home sweet home.
i dunch noe the reason y u're feeling down or sth, jus wanna say tt wat u've promised, u mus keep ur words kies. esp the very first one u promised(: