hais. 2plus am tt person msg mi, woke mi up and made mi emo and almost cried. hais. shall not touch on tt anymore. it made mi slept onli at 3.30am, and caused my day to be miserable. hais. ya i wont deny tt i did emo the whole of today.

hmm, i woke up very reluctantly today, cuz i noe another emo day gonna start. hais. den he msged mi in the morning and wanna meet mi. was shocked to hear and see tt he wanna meet mi, cuz its so damn early. haiyo, u shd have rest man. waste energy wake up-.- hmm, den after tt i had to attend my lessons, so i dunch noe where he go rot. hahs. my mood wasnt very good i the morning cuz of the 2am thingy, and i admit i did fake some smiles to him in order not to let him noe im not happy=X cuz i noe if he noes im sad, he'll be sad too. sometimes a facade really helps alot(:

den hmm, after tt got gems. saw teckloong in my class, and was quite shocked to see him there. haha. we gonna be classmates again. hahahs. next, went back home and put my notes den off i went to meet tal to play pool.

went to meet her at polyclinic first. den go pooling. the pool table was nice to play with. ya. den hmm. we played a total of 4hrs like this bahhs and cost us a bomb. i gave 20bucks while she give 8.90. nvm larr. so long as i can play and i can jus get rid of wat i am thinking, wat im frustrating about, 20bucks is maybe worth it bahhs. played 25 sets, she won 22 sets while i won her 3 sets. okie. it's kinda embarrassing to have such results. but at least i feel better bahhs.

den hmm, went home and here i am. wanna say, if one day i switch my blog back into the "invite bloggers" mode, please dunch blame mi for doing tt. mayb i jus dunch wan anyone to worry for mi, tt's y i chose to put it as private. but for the time being, i'll leave it as it is.

yes, no doubt im really miserable. im not happy at all. but dunch worry, i'll be fine de, i promise. all i need is jus more time..