hey ppl, i'll not reply u if u msg mi or call mi liaos cuz my hp no. not in use anymore unless i top it up kies kies. dunch delete my no yet. i might top it up anytime. ya.

well, i wasnt alright today too. dunch have the mood at all. my class mates noticed my behaviour today and they asked mi wad happen. well, i jus wore a mask and told them tt i'm alright. one of the classmates says she's been observing mi ever since ytd. she told mi say i din talk much since ytd and i'm always in the daze den out of sudden will distract myself and wake up from my daze by asking ppl how to do certain questions or keep myself occupied. wahhs, fengxian really observant. well, i still say tt i'm happy, i'm alright.. but she say, dunch try to deceieve urself larr. den i "haha". den look at the screen of the laptop to hide my face as there's tears liaos. i tot i really WAS alright. but seems like i'm not okie yet. hais. cuz jus now do project out of sudden i teared cuz i listened to this blog de song lyrics. hais. fuckkk.
sth to say. thank god my test for cppa pass. ya. i tot i was gg to fail. this is the only happy thing today. my life's getting more and more introverting and erm.. anti social bahhs. dunch noe why i jus dunch have the mood to join them for pool today.

saw tt person 2 times in a day. din noe how to react. my mood overtook mi. i used a very sian tone to talk to tt person. din mean to derrs. cuz my mood today really not good. hope u'll uds. hais. good tt u two have alot of contact with each other. i'll be happy for u derrs. i will.. seems like every thing is okie for ur side. gd..
:'(i noe u gonna leave mi soon, cuz u're going back to the one u love lerrs.