dunch noe why did i allow myself to seep into misery again. mood wasn't tt good ever since i woke up. slept onli for 4.5 hours. i've been behaving like a walking corpse in school, giving fake laughters. go sch in bus hear sad songs and i.. hais. y am i so vulnerable? on the way home, was sad too. some things jus rake up the past and i'm reminded of how hard i teared this morning at 2.30 upon seeing tt dp. hais. decide to change the blog song into this. hais. i'm not blaming anyone, not u too. i jus find myself a dumb failure crying over a dp, seeping into misery when my wounds are almost healed. but now. the scalp has reopened even bigger and deeper. hais. wounded. i jus wanna say, i dunch noe wat i want. i wan ur care. at the same time i dunch wan too. i'm so dumb. i noe we can only be friends derrs. hais. )': enuff is enuff. if not i'll tear more. hais. i'm sorry if i've made a nuisance of myself to u. i apologise. i jus dunch noe wat's wrong wit mi. nth happy for mi to blog about today cuz i'm utterly heartwrenched. hais. bb...
i noe u're jus an ordinary person, u cant care for so many vulnerable ppl. i uds ur situation. i wont add on to ur probs derrs. i wont..