din get to see each other today. no affinity is lidat de lahhs. long used to this kind of things. when u dun wanna see someone. tt person tends to meet up wit u coincidentally. when u wanna see someone. providence just dunch decreed it. lives like this. so y not just get over it? cuz the both of us are just pure friends.. =) learn to be optimistic. life will be beautiful when u look it in a way tt is of ur benefit. nodnod. mayb ytd's meeting is the last meeting? arghh. i've already prepared for the worst larr. lols.

today CRS lesson got to present ppt. sians. not very good larr. when i heard some laughter. i just cant help it but to laugh wit them too cuz my topic is quite sensitive. it's kinda like saying bout guys watching porn wit their friends. den i jus laughed lorrs. tried to clam myself down and present properly but to no avail. nvm. just hope tt the question and answer part my marks will be good. hah. den after the lesson ended. hassan and sai make fun larr. walked passed mi and say "porn gal" to mi. den bashed hassan up. hah. cuz i and him are kinda like good friends. hees. den jessica of the other group.. er. answering part they din do very well i guess. the lecturer was like keep arguing wit them larr. den the atmosphere was kinda tense. den jess went home cuz she kinda felt tt she pulled the whole group down. hais. think she really want those marks really hard. tt's y when disappointment falls on her. she cant handle the blow. yupps. sometimes, or i shd say. most of the times i'm like this too. when i really want someth real hard but din get wad i wan. i'll feel utterly sad. mostly in studies bahhs. mayb for relationship.. hais. okie. sometimes i'm like this too. those kena mi pestering them derrs they shd noe bahhs. =X and i'm sorry for tt.

den think tt's all bahhs. i believe so damn strongly tt

AFFINITY REALLY LEADS TO MISERY.. hais :(