hais. sians. got fever and flu. hais. all cuz ytd emo, den the flu got worst when i.. hais.. dunch mention bout it. today was suppose to go training derrs, but my body was aching like hell due to the flu, plus got bit feverish.. the whole bed was warm man! hais. den forget bout going training. continue to slp. den wake up ard 1 pm den i saw suan msg. den replied her lorrs.

den ytd training for rollerblade was fun larr. cuz got alot of ppl mahhs, i mean our gang derrs. hmm, got suan, col and serene joining us. den was like erm.. fun lorrs. they learning T-break mahhs. den i learn power slide lorrs. den got a bit feel of wat's the feel of power slide liao den we practiced lorrs. den i ps suan go practice my stunts. end up she like bit angry or sth? haha. sorry larr. den mean to ps derrs=P. hmm. den sb noe the power slide infront le sia. while i'm still training. lols. fast learner.. den was lucky tt i din fall. hees. got number of times wan fall liao. lucky got suan as support. kekes. den erm..

b4 going for training. gorr texted mi and asked mi if i wanna go out eat wit him not.. hahs. i rejected his offer again. cuz i'm in sp liao. lols. anyway, i also dun feel like eating wit him. so it's a good excuse. lols. within 5 days, he asked mi out for 3 days? hahs. and i din agree to. lols. kelian de ah gorr. lols. just dunch feel like eating wit him larr. if friend, it's okie. i dunch mind.. but he like got ulterior motive derrs. hais. wait till he asked mi out at the correct timing den i go eat wit him bahhs. hees. =)

den ytd nite, ah fu msg mi.. say bout yu stuff.. tt's y i got emo. den tried to call suan. but she rejected my calls. she says tt she dunch hav caller ID so she just reject lorrs. den i also believe her larr. den she msg mi asked mi what's wrong wit my side.. hais. no point telling her. cuz it's heart affairs problem.. tell her got use mehhs? somemore it's like she got so many problems of her own liao.. hais. dun tell her better. maybe it's good tt she reject my calls. =X. den she kept probing. but i din tell her. think she got pissed off or sth.. den she din reply mi liaos. hais.. when she din reply, i felt like calling her again to say my prob. but hais. suan liao larr..

den ah fu msg mi today. say yu like dunch wanna work liao, like wan quit lerrs, but this are only his assumption. den i asked ah fu y he think this way. den he said.. during his conversation wit yu, yu said sth like no nit work liao, going far away place or sth.. hais.. den made mi sank into a world of confusion and depression? yupps. hais. i tot tt he said this cuz he was going home lerrs, but fu told mi, if there's anyth, he'll msg mi bout yu derrs. but i still felt bit sad? nodnod. hais..

den just now msn. WTF larr. i care for a friend named xu liang. asked hm y his nick so fierce. den he's like.. arghh. duno how to say him.. he's so weirdo. idiot. den like somehow indirectly change his nick say.."i am sane, but u guys are not" WTF, meanng i'm wrong to care for a friend? hais. he's the first person i cared as a friend derrs tt show mi this kinda attitude sias. walau. suan liao. nv gonna care for him animore. i was wrong to care for this friend!! =.= FUCKING SHIT to HIM!!!